happy birthday to my ancient, youthful, free and wild soul
cheers to 31 years of life and creation
enjoy this newsletter of floetry, fairy dust, fairy raps and love
thank you for witnessing my soul’s journey
may we all return to our true source of creation and love
IF YOU GREW UP SHY + TIMID,
fearful, scared, low self-esteem…
give yourself a BIG hug.
extend love, grace and compassion to your inner child.
to your mother, father, family,
the conditions and environment you grew up in.
many of us grew up
silenced and shame for expressing
our feelings, opinions, desires, authenticity and truths.
it takes time and love to deprogram + reprogram
your mind-body subconscious beliefs.
start at the root to build a new solid foundation
of trust with your body, voice, intuition.
love all parts of you into wholeness.
DEEPER SELF LOVE.
connect with your spirit and Ancestors.
honor your roots, it’s time to expand and take up space.
Dance and let go, embody your visions daily.
with love
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you are divinely protected, guided and loved in your journey. walk in purpose. sing and harmonize. dance with your spirit. sit on the earth. touch the plants. drink tea.
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to be very honest, my heart feels heavy with grief. i feel tired and sad most of the time, but i’m able to mask it and act like i’m okay. the fatigue and depression is chronic and can be hella challenging to navigate sometimes. i feel deeply the suffering and pain in the land and the exhaustive bodies, unhoused + poor, in survival mode, surviving white colonial capitalism. multiple genosides happening across the globe. I breathe, stand and resist in solidarity with the people across the lands and waters.
as i mourn and grieve with the earth and bodies of water, i also feel the light and life-giving force of the sun and life around me. i remember to tap in with my breath, body and voice. i remember to tap in with ancestral medicine and wisdom. i breathe in and out the holiness of my ancestors.
i have struggled with living and being present with the emotional chaos within. i have lived nearly all my life in depression and anxiety, stricken in fear and had gotten so comfortable in freeze mode and playing small. sometimes, it feels scary to stretch and take up space sometimes, but i know i must continue stretching myself, and let my soul lead. this is the soul’s journey. the more I take aligned risks and play, have fun and teach about my passions, I’m rewarded with evidence of love and affirmations.
my soul’s light feels so warm, bright, fluid and expansive. learning how to rest and release stress in my body changed my life. learning to feel safe in my body to facilitate emotional release thru tears, breath, sounds, movement and rituals to honor my rage and grief, to dance out of shame, and to shake the guilt and burden off… these rituals allow me to process and let go of ancestral shadows, traumas and burden.
as i release, i make space in my body and spirit to feel love, gratitude, spaciousness, ease, rest, creativity, pleasure and my power. the more I take these leaps of faith, my ancestors shower me in joy and celebrations. my rest journey helped me realize how much my life is one divine ancestral + spiritual collaboration and co-creation.
this is a spiritual recalibration. i love witnessing my soul’s journey to expansion.